Job 7:11-21

11“ThereforeH1571 1I will not restrainH2820 my mouthH6310; I will speakH1696 in the anguishH6862 of my spiritH7307, I will complainH7878 inH7878 the bitternessH4751 of my soulH5315.12Am I the seaH3220, orH518 2the seaH8577 monsterH8577, That You setH7760 a guardH4929 overH5921 me?13IfH3588 I sayH559, ‘3My couchH6210 will comfortH5162 me, My bedH4904 will 4easeH5375 my complaintH7879,’14Then You frightenH2865 me with dreamsH2472, And terrifyH1204 me by visionsH2384,15So that my soulH5315 would chooseH977 suffocationH4267, DeathH4194 ratherH4480 thanH4480 my 5painsH6106.16I 67wasteH3988 awayH3988; I will not liveH2421 foreverH5769. LeaveH2308 me aloneH4480, 8for my daysH3117 are only a breathH1892.179WhatH4100 is manH582 that You exaltH1431 him, And that You 10areH7896 concernedH7896H3820 aboutH413 him,18That 11You examineH6485 him every morningH1242 And putH974 him toH974 theH974 testH974 every momentH7281?191213Will You neverH3808 turnH8159 Your gazeH8159 awayH8159 from me, NorH3808 leaveH7503 me aloneH7503 untilH5704 I swallowH1104 my spittleH7536?2014Have I sinnedH2398? WhatH4100 have I doneH6466 to You, 15WatcherH5341 of mankindH120? WhyH4100 have You madeH7760 me Your targetH4645, So that I amH1961 a burdenH4853 to myself?21WhyH4100 then 16do You not forgiveH5375 my wrongdoingH6588 And takeH5674 awayH5674 my 17guiltH5771? For nowH6258 I will 18lieH7901 downH7901 in the dustH6083; And You will searchH7836 for me, 19but I will noH369 longer existH369.”