Job 7:11-21

11“Therefore I will not restrain my mouth; I will speak in the anguish of my spirit, I will complain in the bitterness of my soul [O Lord].

12Am I the sea, or the sea monster, That You set a guard over me?

13When I say, ‘My bed will comfort me, My couch will ease my complaint,’

14Then You frighten me with dreams And terrify me through visions,

15So that I would choose suffocation, Death rather than my pain.

16I waste away and loathe my life; I will not live forever. Let me alone, for my days are but a breath [futile and without substance].

17What is man that You [should] magnify him [and think him important]? And that You are concerned about him?

18And that You examine him every morning And try and test him every moment?

19Will You never turn Your gaze away from me [it plagues me], Nor let me alone until I swallow my spittle?

20If I have sinned, what [harm] have I done to You, O Watcher of mankind? Why have You set me as a target for You, So that I am a burden to myself?

21Why then do You not pardon my transgression And take away my sin and guilt? For now I will lie down in the dust; And You will seek me [diligently], but I will not be.”