Job 9:16-35

16And even if I summoned him and he responded, I’m not sure he would listen to me.

17For he attacks me with a storm and repeatedly wounds me without cause.

18He will not let me catch my breath, but fills me instead with bitter sorrows.

19If it’s a question of strength, he’s the strong one. If it’s a matter of justice, who dares to summon him to court?

20Though I am innocent, my own mouth would pronounce me guilty. Though I am blameless, it would prove me wicked.

21“I am innocent, but it makes no difference to me— I despise my life.

22Innocent or wicked, it is all the same to God. That’s why I say, ‘He destroys both the blameless and the wicked.’

23When a plague sweeps through, he laughs at the death of the innocent.

24The whole earth is in the hands of the wicked, and God blinds the eyes of the judges. If he’s not the one who does it, who is?

25“My life passes more swiftly than a runner. It flees away without a glimpse of happiness.

26It disappears like a swift papyrus boat, like an eagle swooping down on its prey.

27If I decided to forget my complaints, to put away my sad face and be cheerful,

28I would still dread all the pain, for I know you will not find me innocent, O God.

29Whatever happens, I will be found guilty. So what’s the use of trying?

30Even if I were to wash myself with soap and clean my hands with lye,

31you would plunge me into a muddy ditch, and my own filthy clothing would hate me.

32“God is not a mortal like me, so I cannot argue with him or take him to trial.

33If only there were a mediator between us, someone who could bring us together.

34The mediator could make God stop beating me, and I would no longer live in terror of his punishment.

35Then I could speak to him without fear, but I cannot do that in my own strength.